this is what i promise to myself

i was always concern and care about other people's feeling,but soon i realized that it is stupid!life is selfish and full with greedy people.i realized that world is not as beautiful as what u seen in the story books,and its not as perfect as what you wish for.
i must accept that there is nothing like "one step at a time" in this world.you have to take a big move if you wanna change yourself,and i really did that.i choose to left all those memories behind me and look for a better life.i guess i am lucky because i found the life that i am looking for in a short time.of course,its not as perfect as what u think,but it is much more better than before.i was so scared to made this first move at first,but i realized that golden opportunity wont knock on your door twice.i believe that i have chance a lot now,i do have my personal life,my time for my family,my homework and my love one.
all this i must thanks to love one,because he is the one always beside me and motivate me.he even introduce many people which i can really trusted on and be a best friend.i don't need to be greedy,as long i can carry on my life like this,then that is really good for me.
again,thanks to you my teeruk,u will always in my heart and no one can replace you.